24 Months..

WOW! I just can't believe that 2 years have past since being logged in. That means 2 1/2 years since we decided to adopt. That is a loooong time. The wait time is up to 37 months I just read somewhere, which means for it to stay at 37 months (giving us another year) and not go higher, CCAA has to refer about a months worth of LIDs each month. I don't see that happening. I'd be happy if they started referring at least 15 days a month. That would give us another 27 months to wait. I don't think they've done 15 days since we've been logged in. I keep going back to checking other countries and agencies and requirements and time frames, but then remember that we don't have any money to do a concurrent adoption, so I don't know why I torture myself. It's just so sad that adoption is so expensive. We were fortunate that we were able to refinance 2 1/2 years ago to even start this adoption. I can't imagine if we didn't have that option. All I know is I am not ready to give in to being childless.

Ok.. pity party over. Thanks for "listening".